floating specimen;

I feel like a floating specimen; wandering and wondering. I feel pretty clueless. I don't know what the future holds. What will be of me in the next year. A year ago, I was a wreck who couldn't even breathe when I wake up in the morning. A wreck who sneaked out at night to inhale a different kind of air. A wreck who wanted to make a difference but couldn't see what the future hold. What will be of me in another year but here I am today, still living the life, and know a little better of what I want. 

A future that involves you. I hope that your future involves me too. and you take this floating specimen with you.