sometimes

sometimes it all feels like a dream

a very long one

like none of it was ever real

like you never existed

i want that to be true

i want to erase your trace

forget how you look like

unhear your voice

bury you and make sure you are gone deep in the soil

mostly you feel like something that just floats around

you have a name.. a face..

but i don't remember you anymore

and that's good..

but please disappear more..

just vanish, please.