cinta

cinta yang tiba dengan tidak tersangka

indah seperti yang dibawa berita

seperti angin yang datang di bawah matahari

kau datang, cinta jangan kau pergi

indah rasa tidak terkata

ampun tuanku, kau telah bertahta

hati ini telah jadi tanah engkau

jangan sesekali engkau pulau

jauh datang seorang raja

gagah perkasa, patik suka

akan kau jadi raja sehari

untuk kita dua mengasihi

manis rupamu manis lagi cinta

when will you and I be a "kita"

hebatnya rindu untuk muzakkir

minda ini hanya kamu difikir

friend

to the friend that i never thought would stay

i pray everyday you will never stray

you are perfect in every possible way

thank you for being more than a friend square

i've come to a realisation that maybe i will never be good enough for anything. not even for anyone. constantly doing the wrong things, saying the wrong things. i can't even make up my mind. indecisive. all the confidence and strength i've gathered, crushed as it slipped through my slippery hands, with a strong wind that suddenly came blowing all its' pieces away. as much as i try to be careful with my words and actions, i think i'm being too cautious that it is slowly tearing me down. like a pillow being stabbed with a knife with all the feathers puffing out of the case. i just don't want to wake up, maybe that way i won't do anything wrong anymore.

waktu

waktu...

aku kenang waktu itu panjang untuk aku

tapi semalam isnin harini jumaat

perlahan lahan bergerak sesaat

aku hanya mampu menunggu

bila pula tiba waktu aku?

Accidental

What feels real might be unreal

And what feels unreal might be real

Hm, whatever you feel.. how do you know to trust it?

Honestly, I was just praying for the best

And then you existed

I hope you are aligned with my plead

Because I fell in love with you

And it would be discourteous

If you weren't the answer to my late night thoughts with God

Poem by Kekasih

11.09/2016, 9:56:44 AM:

I like you

I like how you laugh

I like how you act shy around me

I like how your hand feels inside mine

I like your smile

I like how you smell

I like when you're all manja with me

I like it when you're with me

I like your presence

I love you so much, sayang

that one night I got scared but everything was okay the next day

In the midst of joy and laughter

Grey smoke crawls on the wall sky

the flower bed shrunk and turned into ashes

he stands there offering his hand

"what about me?"

But it wasn't a battle of a choice

"who are you?"

And I was awake with baby's breath

enjoying the ray on my skin while drinking tea

-that one night I got scared but everything was okay the next day-

risau

Hari demi hari aku masih risau

Aku takut akan ketidakkepercayaan ini

Hari demi hari aku belajar engkau

Aku tenung wajah masa depan kini

Namun dalam ketakutan aku

Hati aku degil mahukan kau

Nama kau dalam hati terpaku

Hasrat mengata kau tiada risau

imagine us

i imagine it would be

something like the sound of

raindrops tapping on the pond surface

i imagine it would be

something like the sound of

fire cracking its way within the firewood

i imagine it would be

something like the sound of

crickets while we lay on our backs stargazing

that's the music i hear when i imagine us

pretending to be a flower